Gwen Stefani's divorce was "debilitating," said ex Gavin Rossdale
"There is a simple shame in my life," he admits in a new interview.
In the first aughts, Gavin Rossdale And Gwen Stefani have been considered to be couple objectives. But their 13 -year -old wedding collapsed in 2015 after cheating allegations On the part of Rossdale, who has confirmed. While the two rock stars have gone from their "very controversial" division (Stefani has since remarried the country singer Blake Shelton And Rossdale comes out musician Xhoana ), the Bush singer says that no healing solves the "shame" he still feels about his divorce.
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"I never thought that I would become divorced. So there is a simple shame in my life," said Rossdale with the episode of March 20 of the March 20 of Amy & T.J. podcast .
Although the old pair has never explicitly explained the reason for its divorce, Stefani alluded to "Big Secret" from his ex in several interviews. She described it as "hell" and "as six, seven, eight months of torture" Harper bazaar in 2016.
Likewise, Rossdale described it as "very controversial, extremely emotional and flared situation". However, his greatest reproach is that their children grow up in "A Broken Home" - an experience he knows too much.
"It was not fun for me to be a broken house. I think that in a way it gave me a career so I don't mind, because I transformed it into a kind of Interesting career path, but it can be completely debilitating for children, "he said on the podcast.
The ex are coparer their three sons: Kingston James McGregor Rossdale , 17 years, Zuma Nesta Rock Rossdale , 15 years old, and Apollo Bowie Flynn Rossdale , 10. (The British musician also has a daughter, a model Daisy Lowe , of a previous relationship with Pearl Lowe .) AE0FCC31AE342FD3A1346EBB1F342FCB
Being a child of divorce himself, Rossdale said that his heart injured the most for Kingston, Zuma and Apollo. "I feel bad for my children, that's all," he said. "It would be the deepest thing, in the same way, I would have liked to be able to find a way not to have that in their lives."
"You don't want to drop your children," he added.
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Despite being coparers, Rossdale apparently confirmed that his relationship with Stefani is nonexistent, although it is open to change. "The greatest would be when you see children that there is sometimes a loss. It would be good if there was more connection with the person who made [my children]," said Rossdale, inadvertently pointing His ex-wife.
Their challenges aside, Rossdale makes an effort to present himself to Kingston, Zuma and Apollo even if it means having to share space with "the other team" is Stefani and Her husband almost three years old Shelton.
"I go to many events where there are" the other team ", so to speak, and I really feel proud of myself in my coherence as a father. I know in my heart that I am super coherent" , the father of four said.
And although Rossdale may have a few words of choice for his ex-wife from time to time, it is there that he draws the line of respect for their children and his relationship with them.
"I am handcuffed because I would never want to say too much negative about the mom [of my sons]. It's just not fair," he shared. "Less said, the sooner was repaired and I said nothing."