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In May 2017,Jessica Simpsonhad clumsy sadnessto interviewEllen which led a lot to question the state of herMental Health. Suffering his words and seem disoriented, she told several incoherent stories and seemed to have trouble recalling dates and facts. Now, two years later, Simpson has become clean about his battle with pills and alcohol dependence in his next memo.Open book. And in aNew interview withToday hostHODA KOTB, Simpson admitted that she wasunder the influence When she made this interview withEllen DegeneresIn 2017.

"I can not even look at the interview," she told Kotb. "It was a weak moment for me and I was not in the right place. I started a spiral and I could not catch up with myself andIt was with alcohol. "

Simpson recently revealed that she had been sexually abused by a friend of the family at the age of six and it took six years six years to tell her parents, who then put an end to abuse . "I was a preacher's daughter," she told Kotb. "I was taught to be virgin until I get married, and so I never wanted to share those sexual things that were happening because I wanted to hurt anyone."

Simpson said his marriage topseudo Lap Finished divorce in 2006 because she "felt a lot of resentment" and "love was not enough". In 2014, she married former NFL playerEric Johnson, with whom she shares three children-Maxwell, 7, Ace, 6 and Birdie, 10 months. But by 2017, the pressures of parenthood, sterdade and constant tabloidtitles on her weight combined with his childhood trauma brought him to a place in which she wasdrinking. "I always had a cup of glitter and she was always filled with the rim of alcohol," she told Kotb.

Then, on Halloween of 2017, something changed.

Simpson said she was starting to drink at 7 o'clock in the morning that day.

"I watched the photos of Y'All on Halloween, and I swear I would have said," They had the best Halloween ever, "said Kotb. Simpson replied:" Yeah, that's what these images were for. "

But the truth is, Simpson was "dazed and confused". She said she did not even "remember who had his children" and could not trick them or treat.

Not be able to take care of his children was a waking call for Simpson. The next day she decided tosober. She started to see a therapist and did not take a drink since.

"Abandon the alcohol was easy," she saidPeople recently. "I was angry with this bottle. How it allowed me to stay complacent and numb. ... When I finally said that Inecessary helpIt was like I was this little girl who found him again in life. I found a direction and it had to walk straight without fear. "

Simpson said about his trip to the recovery was difficult, but she is happyIts dependence is at the rear view now. "Honesty is difficult but it's the most gratifier thing we have," she saidPeople. "And happen on the other side of the fear is beautiful."