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During his modeling and actor career, Pamela Anderson has become one of the most famous "bombs" in Hollywood. But, in a new interview, the star has just admitted that she "hated" what she looked like before pose to Playboy for the first time in 1989. Anderson recently spoke T o Entertainment Tonight Canada on his career, his new Netflix documentary, and Its new memories , and shared how she had found her confidence when she had her first taste of the spotlight. Read the rest to see what the 55 -year -old celebrity had to say.

Read this then: Baywatch Star slams the criticisms that say that she is "too old" for the photos of Bikini .

In His interview with And Canada , Anderson said that one of her baby-sitters had mistreated her when she was a child, what she opens in his book . She said that after this experience, she "became painfully shy".

She explained: "The shyness was something that was so debilitating. When I was little, I was wearing a [hood] above my head and would pull the closed hole so that I could not see as much. I hated the way the way Which I was looking at, I hated everything. I was so shy, and I always thought that everyone was pretty and I just didn't have that confidence or this self -confidence. "

Anderson said she had been approached by Playboy And refused them before she finally made her debut in her pages. When she finally decided to pose for the publication, it changed her life.

"I was in Vancouver and Playboy Approached me several times and I said no: "Anderson shared." Finally, I was in a situation and I thought "why not? Let me try this. Then I got there and I was horrified." She continued ", then I did my first photo shoot with Playboy … It was the first flash when I opened my eyes and I felt like I fell from a cliff. I really felt like I just allowed instead of trying to control. And it was my first feeling of freedom. Then I left for the races. ""

Anderson continued to appear on the cover of Playboy 14 times. Her acting career has also taken off with her role on Home improvement to come in 1991 - two years after his first Playboy covers - and its main role on Baywatch From 1992.

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In 2018, Anderson spoke to US Weekly On the change she has experienced in his life after having decided to pose for Playboy . AE0FCC31AE342FD3A1346EBB1F342FCB

"I was attacked as a bad female baby-sitter, which is no longer alive. And my first experiences with men were not consensual," said Anderson.

“I was painfully shy when I was a child. As a young girl, Playboy autonomous me. It really saved my life, "she continued." I felt very trapped inside and I needed to free myself. It was a breakthrough for me, and there I met artists and activists and a gentleman. It was a fun and wild life. ""

She also shared some tips for others. "I encourage everyone to be courageous and get out of your comfort zone. It is a springboard in the unknown. And when you can do it, you can really live."

In his Netflix documentary, Pamela, a love story ( Via E! News ), Anderson opens with the abuse and the rape she suffered when she was a child and how it affected her vision of herself, in particular by feeling as she "hated" her own body.

"I was so ashamed of my body," she said. "So much shame on what had happened to me."

But she explained, when she had it first Playboy Photoshoot, she felt like she resumes her life.

"I said to myself:" Why am I so creepy paralyzed by this timidity? I am so sick of all this past that has created this insecurity in me "", she said in the documentary. "It's like a prison, I have to get out. From the first shot, I felt like I was throwing a bridge and falling ... and just, like a snap. It was the first time that I felt as if I had been released from something. "