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It's been five years since the writerMichelle McNamara Deceased at the age of 46 and her husband, actor and comedianPatton Oswalt, marked the birthday from his wife who passes with an emotional position on Instagram. Oswalt was opened on his experience with grief, mourning andFind love again In time since McNamara's death, and his position on his death is an honest story of his five-year-old feelings.

McNamara was a real crime writer, known to investigate "The Golden State Killer" and giving him his nickname now infamous. She wrote the bookI will be gone in the dark: an obsessive search of a woman for the golden state killer, who was released after his death. She is also the subject of the HBO documentaryI will be gone in the dark About his research on the unidentified serial killer.

McNamara died in his sleep on April 21, 2016. As Oswalt shared later,the cause of his death Has been confirmed to be the prescription drugs that it took combined with undiagnosed heart disease. "We have learned today the combination of drugs in the Michelle system, as well as a condition we did not know, proved deadly," Oswalt said in a statement to the associated press.

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Oswalt posted two photos of McNamara on Instagram and wrote on how his mourning of it connects to his relationship with his daughter, Alice of 12, and his current wife, actorMeredith Salener.

"Of course I thought about it today," theAdult The actor wrote from McNamara. "And I also thought of Alice and how the loss shaped it and continues to shape it. And how Meredith was swept in our lonely and broken lives and helped put the pieces together, stronger and stronger than wins than previously."

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Oswalt continued to write how McNamara's memory is kept alive through their daughter.

"This dark day becomes a little less dark every year when I see how Alice - a piece of life of Michelle in the hands of Meredith - continues to walk in the light," he shared. "I'm here to catch the shadows that try to slip on the edges or back. I'm good to spot them, then Alice helps me laugh. And that remains this beautiful living memory."

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On social media and interviews, Oswalt talked about the sudden loss of McNamara. Two weeks after his death, in May 2016,He wrote a room forTime magazine In which he celebrated his achievements and the effect she had on her family and friends.

"His family is devastated but can not stop me from remembering whenever she made them laugh or comfort them, and they smile and laugh themselves," he wrote. "She did not leave empty. She left a breath crater."

Oswalt also talked about an achievement of his seven-year-old daughter, who is reflected in his recent post Instagram.

"Five days after the departure of Michelle, Alice and I was half awake at dawn, after a half-sleeping night," he wrote. "Alice sat in bed. His face was silhoulered at the dawn of the light of the windows of the bedroom. I could not see his expression. I just heard his voice:" When your mother dies, You are the best memory of her. All you are doing and say is a memory of her. This is the kind of person Michelle created and helped shape. "

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Oswalt and Sacenger started their relationship by chatting on Facebook and meet in real life. "When I met Patton and Alice, he felt so much, so reason"The Salongenier saidPeople. "I never thought to get married, but I then fell in love in love."

As for Oswalt, he told the magazine how grateful it is to have found love again. "I never felt this level of joy once before in my life, and it was so deep and perfect, he felt greedy to always wish him again," he said. "But I did it, so all I can do is show Meredith a level of gratitude and love greater than the joy she brought me and my daughter Alice. Because it's A new level of joy and a new life, and I "ll will always strive to deserve it."

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